i really wish i had more time to myself. i have so much stuff i want to do, and i hate being told what to do! my list of things i want to do some point soon: draw more, finish some kaleidocalypse panels, work on the new hub for this site, update this site more in general, find an alien, catch up on things i want to watch and read... but im always too tired to do anything. it sucks! i really want some friends who i can drag around to do things with me... uwah. I'll get by though, since my friends are really nice, theyre just more busy than i'd like them to be. I wish i could dropkick school in the face. i cant wait to be done with gcses! i don't really care much if i do well or not, because if they dont realise my genius then that is their problem not mine. i wanna shuffle around the formatting on this site a little... ah, there is so much to do, but rest takes up too much time. i think i need to take my meds more often because im starting to live life in a weird way where i try not to do anything too fun or engage in anything i like because im scared of feeling too much. i just got hit with a wave of hol y shit im a person that people can see and im not just a floating pair of glasses whajt the fjcuk...,,, whatever whaterver whatverve WGAVRE , wgar. wagt, waht , what ever,. im so freakking sleepy but i cnat sleep !! this freking sux!! i feel touch starved but at the same time people kind of disgust me, so i'll have to wait untill i find someone who isnt gross and then i can hug . yayyy.! i want more friends because i wanna be able to talk abiout anything and i wanna be able to chat at any time of day. im rambling now. i should have probable used this focus and energy to work on this site more, i'll try to do what i can, but im really tired again. the main reason i got down from my bed was because luna was crying and pawing at the ladder so i have to calm her down i guess. shes so anxious, i realy think my mama should take her to the vet. anywho, if you're reading this, thanks a ton- and i love you very much, ciao!
my meds kicked in and i am SO LOCKED IN muhahaha/.../.... i feel so busy. theres so much stuff i wanna do and then school is like come in so that we can make you do team building excersises....!! PLEEEAAASEEE!!! like bro i know i do well in a team i know im a leader I DON'T NEED YOU TO TELL ME THAT GAHRGRHHGHGRHG!! also im starting to like spicy stuff yay im expanding my taste!!!!!!!!!! oh joyous day!!!!!!!!! im jaming to danzai yamanxanndnadned cant bothr spellin that and yeaaah GUILTYU! ! GUILTY!! !! my tummy is too full rn i cant eat much without feeling ouuhghghghh.... anytway i need to make sure i don't get distracted,,,,
i ate something...... yay....!11 emergy. emmmmm i havent updated this in a while i think today im gonna add some stuff i downloaded to the site and ive been meaning to make a page full of links to websites i like and use and shit yeahhhhhhhhhhh
im gonna make myselgf a little plan of what to do today. oh goody gumdrops!!! i love having free time!!! i actually feel productive!!!! god i cant wait to just grab my gcses and shite and a levels or watever and be DONEWITH THIS SHIT!!! sigh. today i want to finish some character designs fora comic i wanna make. i should also at some point work on another comic i wanted to make at some point, but one of the people working on it with me just disappeared off the face of the internet so that sucks...! i'm still gonna credit them but like whatever ill just pick up the slack. This holiday is getting me pumped for the summer holiday, last summer holiday i did actually get some stuff done which was great! Today i want to finish this drawing i made of this one idea for a character i had, he's like kind of a disco frog. his character design has frog/toad themes and he HATES bugs and insects, because he keeps getting BUGGED by them. heh. get it>???>>?>??> and he has lice and he lives in a swamp in what we call ireland nowadays and he has a yo-yo that he fights with a bit like that girl in the fihgting games, bridgett was her name i think. but his yoyo is red with a red string, like a frog tongue . heh. and his tie is also reddish pink like a tongue. and he fights the bugs off with his yoyo. and he also dances really fast to try to avoid the bugs. like that one oingo boingo song. DANCE!! daaaance DANCE!!! those insects make me DANCE!! daaaaaance DANCE!! and he steps on the bugs with his dancing. hes very gross because he lives in a swamp but hes silly... and then when i do that i think im going to try to work on this site a little bit! i think im gonna update this blog section to look cooler as well. im gonna find some sickass backgrounds, maybe a super-cool fire background or something. SHIT MAN MAYBE LASERS!!! no... noo..... i save the lasers for the disco playlist im gonna make. I might also make the title pages for the playlists a little cooler as well, but actually making and finishing the playlists and uploading them is my priority. along with making a baseline idea for how i wanna make the title page look for it. i'm probably gonna post some of my comics on newgrounds when i finish them alng with this website. and ill try to make the art page on this look cool. there's a lot to do which is exciting! im so happy when im working. the only real downside is that im reallt REALLY focused on what im doing, so i haven't been eating or showering or taking care of myself at all. i dont really care though to be honest. i'll only do any of that shit when i'm like passing out from hunger or bored enough to shower. i am a dirtgrub but i am a productive dirtgrub. 2pm update: i have done none of these things. whatever im still getting stuff done just not the specific stuff i meant to. ill try to get back on track soon lol
im so sleepy now. gonna go have en tupplur. im such a fuckig sleepyhead. im just a restpilled bedcel
okay so turns out i WAS actually sick. i was probably being a teensy bit melodramatic in the last blog post. i ate some nachos and im really full lawl. i deleted all of those depressing posts because im a big MANLY MAN who doesn't express his emotions!!!!!!!!!! i wana talk to someome im bored as fckuck
Ok!! Hello!! Hello hello? Hi!! New page to my site yay! I think I'm gonna basically use this as an open diary because basically nobody is going to read it anyway and the internet is forever so when I'm older I can read all of this with my friends and laugh at myself. It's October so Halloween is soon and I'm super excited! Me and two friends are going to go trick-or-treating as pikmin this year! We're gonna have to prepare the costumes soon so we don't end up having to throw something together last minute. I've got this super duper comfortable pikachu blanket and I'm sleeping with it every night Last night I had a dream that I started smoking and I really liked smoking in the dream and it tasted really good, but in real life I'm pretty sure I'd hate the taste. My bedroom window is all frosty and foggy with proper english weather. It feels sort of nostalgic.
